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Archive for March, 2009

I’m going to do DD&C tomorrow at KJMC. Wish me luck. Hubby won’t be able to accompany me as tomorrow he will be reporting for his new job in Subang Jaya.

more info on DD&C can be found here : http://www.femalehealthmadesimple.com/DDandC.html

Well on my 2nd Wedding Anniversary (March 09, 2009) , I was admitted to Kelana Jaya Medical Center (KJMC). Terrible day to get admitted I would say … Eat cakes on hospital bed is so not fun and romantic. Now I know why peoples complain about hospital food. It tasteless!

The good things about the stay are my BP goes down to 127/88 and I got MC till Friday … I’m going to take a good rest and next week I’ll be working for 3 days and then go on leave for 5 days.

I was busy putting fire off for another department in my company. Don’t really fancy the idea of going in to clean other people mess. I just hate it when I have to keep my mouth shut so that I don’t offended customer. Gosh… The customer scold me for machine spec that can’t do what they want to achieved. Hello!! I’m not the solution architect or the one writing up the scope. YES, I’m from same company but please scold the correct person and not the person that actually helping you to meet ur dateline to go live.

May be I took it too personally but come on! I just don’t like end up cleaning messes left by other peoples. My new colleagues see me as all rounder products person but for myself I just fell like Jack of all trades master of none! I can’t say that I’m focused on security solution anymore as I also need to master automation and network management. Not sure where should I position myself? Do I really want to be certified IT Specialist or certified IT Architect? Owh! That reminds me that I need to pass ITIL this year.

Out of sudden I have a lot of engagement works. Hope I’ll manage to hit at least half of my utilization target. I need to get 7 products certification… sigh …  How on earth am I suppose to find 7 new products certifications. My pillar has more that 500 products but I don’t really fancy the ideas of getting certifications with any real life project implementation.

It was kind of fun though… These few weeks I feel like a super hero coz I was called for a few mission critical issues. It’s a bit weird though. When I’m free and available nobody actually have any project for me or even problem for me to look into. When I’m busy with a project, I got at least 4 requests locally and 1 request for Jakarta.

Everything starts once the 3 years old problem solved. I’m happy even though hubby hasn’t got any job yet. Almost everybody questioned on why on earth I let hubby resign on his second day of work. Trust me! I know the feeling. It took a lot of frustration and sadness to do such thing. Been there, done that!

When we married, we both agreed. Be it for better or worse. To accept each other as we are, and not try to change one another (Well this is the hard part coz I still want hubby to quit smoking).

I accept hubby the way he is. That is who he is and the reason I fell in love with him. All I ask in return is for hubby to keep on loving me and accept me for who I am without trying change me.

When I feel I can’t go on, hubby is there to encourage me and give me the guidance and strength I need to carry on.

I always believe in Karma. What goes around come around…