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Archive for June, 2010

On Tuesday June 08, 2010 around 7:15 am I lost my beloved Ayah (dad). I tried to be strong but the tears in my eyes keep on flowing. I used to call Ayah almost every day and now when he’s gone I truly miss him a lot. I’m so fortunate to have a good man as my Ayah. Since I was young he would do his best for his family.

I need stop writing now as I can’t stop crying while writing about Ayah…

I’ve been depressed on not having a child for years (Well we have been married for 3 years). .. Recently I got to know that I’m not the only one among my colleague that been trying with luck.  It surprised me to know that most of my office colleagues are actually trying for the past 5 to 7 years. Some has done 2 to 3 times of IVF (no luck till now) while some under go up to 3 operations/ surgeries.

Last month (or may be a month before) hubby and I decided that we gonna enjoy our life as DINK (Dual Income No Kid). We would be going for short break in Singapore on June 12, 2010. We are also planning for our Ausie trip in July or early August and in December or January if financial permit we might go for Europe trip.

We are also planning to get another car (hubby need a golf for his golf session) early next year. At first we were thinking of getting the new Hyundai Tucson but after some financial constrain we decided to wait till end of the year. Some did ask us why we aren’t getting a house yet. Well to be frank we like our current house environment and Insha’Allah we might consider buying a house in this neighborhood soon. Whether it’s an intermediate or corner just let our budget do the talking.

I’m thankful to God for the good life I’m living. I got a good job (even though most of the time I complaint about it), a loving family + friend and a good husband that loves me for who I am.

If you noticed I don’t really praised my hubby much. Well to let you know he’s a good husband. Sometime we did have a fight but that just how marriage life is. You need to learn to accept the bad manner and side as well. I read about wife being abuse and hits by their husband in News. Thanks goodness my husband never laid a hand on me. He would try to give me everything that within his power (and budget of coz). Whenever I asked for something he would say this “If you like it, just buy it” and that always make me having second thought. I would do all the calculation and then change my mind.  For example last week we were doing windows shopping at The Garden. We stop by Kate Spade boutique and I saw a handbag that I kind of like it. Hubby already brings it to the cash register and then my mind start making the normal calculation (handbag cost – handbag usage)… we end up no buying it even though it was dirt cheap. I wish I got the handbag and just let hubby pay for it. Yesterday when I walked pass Kate Spade I saw that the handbag has been sold to someone else. Sigh! I need to train my brain to stop making this kind of calculation.

I’m going Singapore soon and hopefully I can do some shopping during the GSS 2010. The promotion looks good with most of the boutique having up to 50% and 70% discount.  I desperately need to get some working attire and shoes.

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