Evey morning when I wake p moments of emptiness around… Floating away…. Reality brings me to the ground. Gosh I really mis him a lot. I miss calling him almost every days asking him how’s thing back in home town. Ramadan is a difficult time for me as I used to call Ayah for sahur. I can still remember how he will make a jug of hot drink for us so that we can have either hot tea or nescafe for sahur.
Some of my friend dream about their late dad, unfortunately for me I never got one. How I wish I would dream of him at least once as I really really miss him.
What can I do?
What can I say?
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for the life I used to know? …
I was stunned when I received sms that my uni housemate passed away on Wednesday (25th August 2010) at 12:30 pm. She was 32 years old and she left behind a husband and a pair of twin daughter aged 2 years 10 months.
2 months plus ago I lost a loving dad and now I lost a dearly friend….
Hafizah or normally known by the nickname Ciput finally lost battle with cancer. There’s so many IF running through my head…
IF hospital don’t make her wait 2 months for her first appointment THEN
Maybe the cancer treatment can be start early.
IF the doctor took thing more seriously THEN
They won”t tell her that it’s nothing serous !
IF … (the list go on and on) …
She went through operation in April 2010 and after that things got worse. She start having severe headache and in June 2010 she lost her eyes. She can’t do chemotherapy coz according to the doctor her cancer cells are too active. In July I was told that she got cancer 3/4 of her head.
I cried during her funeral when I saw one of her twin daughter cried. They don’t understand anything and today I was told that they keep on asking for their mom… How do explain death to them? How do you explain death to a 2 years old kids? I can even explained my dad death to my mentally challenge sister.
Nothing is confirmed in this world except death.
Tags: I’m just gonna put some note on this error in case I encounter it while conducting class.
I got the error when I tried to run remote Console in VMware Infrastructure Web Access. Due to limited internet access, my instructor asked me to repair, reinstall, and even restart the lab machine. After numerous attempt of fixing the problem, I found out that what I need to do is applying a static DNS entry to the host operating system.
The error :
Error opening the remote virtual machine machinename:8333\32: An unexplained error occurred.
Solution:
Go to network connections -> select vmnet1 ->right click and select properties -> internet protocol (tcp/ip) properties -> copy the static ip address and type it into the preferred DNS server ->click ok -> click ok
Or if you want a faster way just do it from command line.
Go to run and type in cmd. From the command prompt type in the following command:
netsh interface ip set dns “vmnet1? static xxx.xxx.xxx.xxx
Dear lil bro,
Happy 19th birthday !!!
I know that now days, life seem empty with ayah around but please be strong.
I’ll try to get you birthday gift soon.
Warmest thoughts I send today,
To last the whole year through,
Wishes also that life is Always good to you…
As each and everyday goes by,
Remember I love you lots I want the very best for you,
And you’re deep within my thoughts
Happy Birthday Brother!!
-Your Eldest Sis-
Ina
I had enough!
Why is it okay for me to suffer and face all the stupid problems while YOU just totally ignore it!!!
Do you know how many calls and emails did I got per day? Well I guess coz it doesn’t matter coz it’s you who got it so you just don’t care about it!!!
You are the most selfish bastard person that I ever encounter with …
You just bloody don’t care and guess what if you can act selfish and plain idot, so do I.
Go to hell and get out of my life!!!
I don’t need to please your stupid act anymore coz I just had enough!!!!
So long sucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
